Sunday, May 8, 2011

Greeks knew I was going be gay!

The mythology behind Aquarius contains strongly gay overtones the straight world rarely mentions. The Water Bearer is identified with Ganymede, a handsome youth who caught the heavenly eye; first of Eos, Goddess of the Dawn, who abducted him from a lonely sheep-field.

She, in turn lost him to Zeus, King of the Gods, who, having an appropriately Greek interest in young Shepherds, sent an eagle to retrieve him for a houseboy. Following a great deal of drama over this affair, Zeus was forced by his furious wife to put his boy-toy away among the Constellations for all to admire.

So had my second date this pass Saturday, pretty good I am actually happy, we get along so good, it’s weird I have found someone who I get along so good with and have a great connection plus we both feel the sexual tension, the best part is I am 100 percent myself with him and he likes my personality and the way I am. Also I am not going rush anything i am super attracted to him, but I am going wait on the sex part.
There is something that’s kind of bad on his part, the first time we hung out he told me that his ex was very successful guy in his 40’s and that they still talk a lot because his a good friend, I had no problem with that because I am not a jealous person, but this Saturday he told that he wanted to be honest with me and that his actually living with this guy , and doesn’t know how to end, and of course whenever I heard that I was like fuck? Too good to be true! So I have no idea what to do , we haven’t kiss or even done anything, I know I should back away since he told me this, but have no clue on what to do, ,, since it’s so hard for me to find someone I actually like, I know for sure I am deff not going have sex with the guy until his out of that house if I decide to still talk to him, and a weird way I feel like I am the other woman and his cheating ,, not very good karma points on myself.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Osama Bin Laden Dead, Tornados, Spring Break, New crush

Has been weeks since I have updated been super busy, with school, spring break and life period.
So Osama Bin Laden is dead, and I couldn’t be any happier, glad his gone! yeah I know his supporters are piss, but he needed to be punish for what he did on 9/11. Whenever Obama gave that speech it gave me chill bumps, I am still an Obama fan even though he hasn’t accomplish everything he promise, but has done a lot of things, just wished he do ,more.


Tornados in the south this past week destroy Tuscaloosa and killed 151 people, I had written I was form the south, but I am going go head and say, I am from Alabama and whenever this happen I was truly worry for my family and friends, I was safe since I am studying out of the state in the big city, but just keep Alabama and everyone that lost things in your prayers,  I am lucky my family only had to go without electricity for about a week.



Spring Break 2011!! So no beach for me this year, Adrian my best friend who is French and I went to Mexico, San Luis to raft and repel and hike! Love it!! I had a blast met a lot of nice and cool people,, I know everyone thinks Mexico is this dangerous place, but I always felt safe! I recommend it to  anyone who hasn’t try rafting to try it!! My new favorite sport, last year I went in kayak in los Cabos in the ocean, but this was so much better!!

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So this pass Tuesday I  met this guy in Starbucks, ,, I never do this but i was on craigslist trying to find some part time job for summer, when I wander off to the section of personals for gay guys, and saw that this guy had written a good post and I decided to reply, which I never do. Well I think that happen on Monday, and  on Tuesday when I arrived early from school I was just curious to see if he had reply back, and he had, he was wanting to meet to see if we would hit if off, and I was like ummm no super sketchy!! But finally I said fuck it I’ll go where do you want to meet, and he said Starbucks,
Well on my way I had really low standards thinking the worst, but whenever I arrived I was surprised/shocked the guy was cute, and from then on I think we talked a lil bit over 2 hours, and the time went by so fast I was having a blast, I deff sound like a 12 year old girl with a strong crush, but I haven’t felt like this for somebody in  over a year!! So maybe this will go good , have been texting each other but I am trying not to overdo it, this Thursday night we’re supposed to hang out again so, hopefully everything will go great!! O yeah his from California 27 years old, great smile and great eyes and super personality!haha yeah I sound like a 12 year old girl, I am just going stop now .