The mythology behind Aquarius contains strongly gay overtones the straight world rarely mentions. The Water Bearer is identified with Ganymede, a handsome youth who caught the heavenly eye; first of Eos, Goddess of the Dawn, who abducted him from a lonely sheep-field.
She, in turn lost him to Zeus, King of the Gods, who, having an appropriately Greek interest in young Shepherds, sent an eagle to retrieve him for a houseboy. Following a great deal of drama over this affair, Zeus was forced by his furious wife to put his boy-toy away among the Constellations for all to admire.
So had my second date this pass Saturday, pretty good I am actually happy, we get along so good, it’s weird I have found someone who I get along so good with and have a great connection plus we both feel the sexual tension, the best part is I am 100 percent myself with him and he likes my personality and the way I am. Also I am not going rush anything i am super attracted to him, but I am going wait on the sex part.
There is something that’s kind of bad on his part, the first time we hung out he told me that his ex was very successful guy in his 40’s and that they still talk a lot because his a good friend, I had no problem with that because I am not a jealous person, but this Saturday he told that he wanted to be honest with me and that his actually living with this guy , and doesn’t know how to end, and of course whenever I heard that I was like fuck? Too good to be true! So I have no idea what to do , we haven’t kiss or even done anything, I know I should back away since he told me this, but have no clue on what to do, ,, since it’s so hard for me to find someone I actually like, I know for sure I am deff not going have sex with the guy until his out of that house if I decide to still talk to him, and a weird way I feel like I am the other woman and his cheating ,, not very good karma points on myself.
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