Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Watch this Video

This Video is so strong!!I watched this video and literally had that throat feeling you get when you’re really sad or about to cry!!I am so thankful I was never bullied in school, but I do know how cruel kids can be, I am proud to say I was the kid that would stand up to the bullies, I remember one time when I was in the basketball team I had gone into the locker room n saw how the whole basketball team had gained up on a jv player and where just throwing basketballs at him as hard as they could just because the kid couldn’t defend himself, I immediately put a stop to it.Even though the kid never said a thank you or showed that he appreciated what I did, I knew I had done something good.

I admit I did some bullying back in high school but It was usually aimed at the bullies who would pick on younger guys, just wanted to teach them a lesson, I was deff not a role model but I always stood up for the little guys, or would always try to say hi to ppl who didn’t have friends, I just always felt like me being gay, I was vulnerable to someone finding out about me, and me being n the same boat one day  and wishing someone would stand up to ppl like I did. Seeing my mom bully, beaten and scared of my dad made me want to protect ppl also!! To this day if I see someone not speak up, I will do it for them, even if it’s none of my business .


Monday, December 5, 2011

Gay Party



So yep this weekend I went to my first gay party it was very interesting and I loved it!! I live in a City with a population over ten million  people  everyone I meet is  interesting but the gay guys and( fag hags)  that’s what you call a girl who loves to hang out with gay guys were like 10X more interesting, haha I loved it I was very intimated  all the guys were ultra-successful I went with an editor of the magazine Elle , met him through a mutual friend n wowzaaahhh him and all his friends were super intelligent and super successful talking about such topics as , Velazquez  his great paintings ( thank god I did a report on him in High School haha), the economy in Europe especially  how bad it is in Spain right now , political issues and modern topics of new music n new fashion designers, everyone speaking 2 or 3 different languages  thank God I can speak English n Spanish fluently and I am  beginner level on French,  music was all techno no Brittney or gaga music.

 I was prob one of the manliest guys there and few queens but no over the top skanky queens, I love it! Very good looing guys only one I liked but he had a boyfriend we kept eyeing each other but neither of us took the initiative, I kind of regret it now, since I am so picky and that guy had it all, I swear if I run into him again, will deff talk to him and not be a chicken about it. I was by the far the youngest guy there also all guys around 25 to 35 years old,, I am deff loving this older guys who have it more together, very hot turn on  .





Off that topic ROLLL TIDE BAMA!!!!! Going be playing LSU for the national championship game!! ROLLLL TIDE ROLL!!!! For my new readers I am from Alabama so hard core fan of the TIDE